Things haven't been good lately.
For over two years I have been struggling with a disease that doctors do not want to diagnose. Sometimes, in random situations, I feel very dizzy. It starts with a feeling of swelling in my ear, then a buzzing noise, and suddenly I completely lose my balance and violently vomit. After about an hour of violent vomiting, everything goes away and for the next few days I feel as exhausted as if I had a bad flu. During these attacks, I also have bouts of mood swings - I can yell at my son because he opened the door louder, and 3 minutes later I almost cry because my wife gave me lukewarm tea. Sometimes I lose my balance when shopping or when I'm out on the town.
The attacks are so traumatic for me that I almost stopped leaving the house. I switched to 100% remote work and a slight dizziness is enough to make me afraid to take out the trash.
I went to 10 otolaryngologists and had an MRI - they found nothing. The only test that yielded any abnormal results was audiometry, which revealed a hearing loss in the ear that buzzes during seizures, and during the same test, such a seizure was induced. The doctor still didn't want to make a diagnosis.
I know that with the problems that are in the world and that each of us is going through, it may not be much, but I wanted to share how I feel.