Okay, I missed my chance to write a comment only on 8um, so I only voted in the last round and I’ll do both in this post now. But be prepared - this is gonna be a long read, so make sure you’re comfortable and have a glass of some tasty wine at hand.
Octavarium
“Sailing on the seven seize the day tripper diem's ready
Jack the ripper Owens Wilson Phillips and my supper's ready
Lucy in the sky with diamond Dave's not here I come to save the
Day for nightmare cinema show me the way to get back home again”
My relationship with
Octavarium is a rather complicated one, apart from the fact I’m quite sure the album’s being criminally underrated nowadays, and that’s not very nice. I get it, in a way, I really do. I understand that the approach they’ve decided to take here might not be appreciated by the fans in general. First of all, the songs are more simplistic, “poppier” and radio friendly. Okay, that’s enough to get you the wrath of both progheads and metalheads alike. Not helping the fact might be that the short songs and the epic are very different in this approach, as if almost aiming for different audiences, so I imagine it might be actually pretty common for someone to like the title track, for example, and not to like the rest of the album (I imagine Symph X’s
Odyssey might have a similar problem in that regard).
But then there’s also the fact that some of the songs have been channeling other bands quite mercilessly, or at least much more than used to be the rule. Still, it would be somewhat unwise and shallow to call the band copycats, but I’ll get to that in a moment. Let’s look at the beast at hand.
I would like to say The Root of All Evil starts where This Dying Soul Ended, however it does not. Probably because of the fact the song must fit this concept album of sorts (I still categorically refuse to differentiate between the “concept” albums and the “thematic” albums), when you listen to the 12 Step Suite as a whole, this song immediately brings you out of it, if only because of the intro/outro. That’s really too bad, however if we forget about listening to the 12SS on its own and consider only the album, it’s actually quite clever - the intro reminds you very vaguely of TDS (that first riff after that synth sound) and then crashes into the main riff, whereas the outro uses the Medicate theme and fades into the chirping sounds welcoming TALW. Looking at it from this point of view, this part of the 12SS suffers the most from the fact which album it comes from, however that doesn’t mean the song is anything less than amazing. The aforementioned main riff might not be as great as the main riffs of both TGP and TDS, however it really fits this new, streamlined, simpler and poppier approach. It also really fits the song itself. Root gives you this feel of… airiness, after the oppressive previous parts of the suite. It is a breath of fresh air in the middle, and a very appreciated one at that. It’s also the only part of the suite (if I’m not mistaken) to use one chorus for different sub-parts of itself.
That said, Ready is supposed to represent the step where you summarise everything and realise that your own actions have all been in vain, because you keep returning to that same spot you tried to leave, like, five steps ago. The acknowledgement that your own capabilities are not enough to fight… you. You know that and you go through it once (twice, thrice) again and in the end you come to the conclusion that you are definitely and once and for all ready to get rid of that. That this all suite might have been about steps, but now you know you are able and about to make the next step, probably the most important one. This all is reflected in the chorus, which is really just beautiful and caught me right away. It gets repeated again at the end of Remove, as it really fits both parts at ease.
Remove is, not to use my own words, about “humbly asking God to remove our shortcomings”, in this case, our addictions or other compulsive behaviour. As Portnoy keeps using the “prison” metaphor, this part gets and excellent repeat of the Release theme, recontextualised, in a way. And I love it dearly.
Taken together, Root might not be the best part of the 12 Step Suite (I’m not quite sure which one might be, however) and it might be the shortest, but that does not stop me from thinking of it very highly. Not only because of the themes, like I said above, it also represents the album it comes from very well, in the context of the suite. I really don’t mind it’s simpler than both of the previous parts (again, “simplicity” being a major meta-theme of this album), I just think it’s a great way to open the album.
The Answer Lies Within is neither Evanescence nor Coldplay (funny enough, I heard the Evanescence accusations regarding both this song and Forsaken), it’s just a beautiful piano ballad with a chamber section. If anything, the lyrics might be a bit preachy, but the song itself is one of the most gentle and humane moments in the discography. Along with Hollow Years, Wither and Chosen, this is one of my favourite DT ballads, actually.
These Walls is probably the worst song off 8um as a whole. The electricity is too damn high and the whole track sounds mostly like this modern radio rock (I’m not sure what band does it remind me of, but there definitely is one) Though the catchiness of the pre-chorus/chorus, the cute solo and the line about LaBrie losing his lipsticks still make it a welcome addition to the pantheon. But not
too welcome.
The ticking clock introduces us to I Walk Beside You - people say it’s a bad U2 track, however it’s not really that similar. That last chorus is pretty epic, now isn’t it? A cute poppy song, nothing groundbreaking, but hard to dislike. Cute melody, “airy” atmosphere… There was a time I suspected it was my favourite song off the album along with Panic Attack, but let’s not get into that. I might have a hard time explaining myself now… FP
Panic Attack… whoo, talk about underrated. Who doesn’t like the intro, huh? (the idea later being stolen by Symph X for Domination :-D ) Call me biased (because I actually had panic attacks, so what), but the heaviness and the Musish bridge make an interesting combination - the whole song is mostly being about pressure/relief (just like a panic attack episode itself) and again - sorry for repeating myself that much - but it’s catchy as ten fucks. How can you dislike that instrumental part? Okay, I get people dislike Jordan's solo, but how about that Trucci solo at 5:20 followed by that cool harmony part? Probably the most underrated song on this generally underrated album.
I’ve already written about Never Enough, so let’s Ctrl+C/Ctrl+V (actually, cmd+C/cmd+V for us Apple suckers, but that’s hardly relevant):
In the end it's about your preferences, after all. The "electronic" Never Enough sounds fresh and interesting, the electronic "arpeggios" in the beginning sound completely different from the rest of the album/their discography, the song is very catchy, has untrivial lyrics (unpleasable fanbase) and has a completely astonishing unison part there (though it's a bit drowned by the production/mastering). And yes, it reminds people of Muse. I can't stand Muse, I can't finish even a single track by them, yet I love this song. We're only trying to objectivise the subjective here, anyway...
I would like to stress once again the importance of the unison - it just might be one of my favourite instrumental moments on the whole album. Like I’ve said above, shame the production does not do it justice. That said, this song still is among the weaker ones here and in another circumstances it would get my vote. In fact, I will probably vote against it the very next time - if it’s going to be still present - but not this time around, oh no no no. It’s way to underrated for me to merrily join the public execution.
Sacrificed Sons is probably the best precursor to TMOLS. It’s also a ballad, somewhat pathetic in itself, broken apart by the heavy section which actually works to make it a better and a more interesting song. I for one do not care about the lyrics (by the way, wasn’t 2005 kind of too late to make any kind of commentary on 9/11?), but the song itself brings out serious emotions in me. It’s placement might make me enjoy it less, since it’s rather late in the album and the exhaustion might be starting to kick in and I’m already anticipating Octavarium… but still, even on this album, I consider it a hidden gem. Because when I force my mind to pay attention, I find pure joy there. For the structure etc. see below for the Ministry (which is ultimately superior, I’m sad to say).
And finally, the title track. I don’t know what could I say about it what hasn’t been already said before, but even with the Pinkfloydgsh intro section (completely unnecessary), it gets my thumb up. The first half might not let you know how great is this going to be (though both parts - especially Medicate - are awesome), but beginning with the instrumental section -> Full Circle (meaningless lyrics, but kicks ass) -> the final climax ("Trapped-in-side-this-oc-ta-va-ri-uuuuuum") is a perfect buildup, surpassed by ITPOE on the next album, but still great all the same. The whole song is very epic and majestic and it's hard to find any cons.
Maybe the Floyd intro.
Maybe.
All in all, although I have never felt it was actually possible to name (Octavarium) as my favourite album, or even in my Top 3-5, it still holds a very special place in my heart and it’s my secret, personal #1 - an album nobody likes that much it seems, yet it brings me many great feelings etc. And (no), it definitely isn’t just because the fact it was one of the first DT albums my wife started to discover some time ago, so we have a certain specific connection to this album - just as with SC (being my first serious-fan-DT-album and all), it’s just a single helping factor, but the reasons really lie elsewhere. This album, for reasons partly known and partly unknown, really kickstarts my heart. There’s something pure, airy and beautiful about it and as a one-off experiment I have nothing to complain about. And the concept feel is something that wouldn’t repeat since (yes, not even with TA) and discovering the nuggets (like the keys of the songs etc.) and appreciating the weird-ass negative tracks (that gibbering horror before Sacrificed Sons!) was a joy and as a whole it was probably the last time the band had genuine fun in the studio, IMHO.
Systematic Chaos
“I once thought it better to regret
Things that I have done than haven't
Sometimes you've got to be wrong
And learn the hard way
And just when you're through hanging on
You're saved”
I never, never, never understood why this album has the bad reputation it does, and even after reading tons of various opinions throughout the web, I just can’t even begin to imagine relating to the feelings of the naysayers. To me, those people must be listening to the album wrongly, or they’re full of prejudice or… I don’t know. What I hear is an amazing, beautiful, STAGGERING album, combining pretty much all the good sides of DT (progressive/catchy/metal) and leaving the listener exhausted, yes, but exhausted by the sheer awesomeness of the album as it is.
You could (and probably will) say that my judgement is clouded, for Systematic was the first album I actually awaited and listened to as a fan, but that’s definitely not the only reason. I won’t deny it might be a factor in the final decision of my #1 album, for example (because it might be one of the tiniest reasons why I might love SDOIT less), but this definitely isn’t a pure fanboy wank. I am honestly and completely sure this album is beyond great and everyone should listen to it at least a few times.
Look at the album cover. In fact, look at the title and the album cover. For all the Metropolis talk before, this is an album that should have been called Metropolis. It’s hectic and fast, nervous even, connecting many speedways in an unexpected and chaotic manner, yet beautiful with all the shimmering glass of the skyscrapers and a few haunting, romantic dark alleys for you to discover and explore. The colour of the cover, actually, is very important to me, because this album itself sounds to me very sunset/orange/golden/sepia-like. This is actually probably my “sunset” album, if you pardon one more romantic nonsense from my keyboard.
If we take a look at the songs themselves, the very first thing that greets us is a beautiful unison, already welcoming us to this new and hectic world. That’s the beginning of In the Presence of Enemies, the best epic song DT ever did. Now, I have seen people complaining about the fact it is divided in two parts… in a way I might agree, but this “sandwich” structure is more uncommon, it breaks the song down (so it’s easier to stomach even for those who don’t listen to Transatlantic that often) and it copies the idea of Shine on You Crazy Diamond in a very cool way (indeed! Even that intro to that second part, with the wind and bass and creepy, pulsating atmosphere is very similar!), the first part being the long instrumental prelude and a comparatively short, catchy, vocal section with the second part being the less known and more forgotten, but ultimately no less beautiful part of the whole masterpiece. That intro unison is quite cool and I love how the first instrumental part (Prelude) builds up to it again in the end… and how the buildup repeats again near the very end. I like the almost radio-poppy second part. I like that main theme (later repeated on that synth/Moog/whatever) But most of all I love the Heretic part. From the truly atmospheric beginning (those eerie shimmering sounds) with the base pulse, from the first lines (“Welcome, tired pilgrim…”) to that amazing bridge (“Angels fall - all for you - heretic”) that again serves as a buildup before the ultimate Dark Master theme… first all three are slow, quiet and subtle, but then they repeat with much increased intensity. That part, that one buildup, might be one of my favourite moments in the whole DT discography, laugh at me if you will. It kind of reminds me of that Discovery part of 2112 (from “What can this strange device mean” to the chorus) - a perfect buildup from atmosphere to awesome. I have read people complaining about the whole “Dark Master” matter, I don’t know why. This very part of the song makes me jump up from my chair and sit on the edge of my seat, to be a clichéd hack. But really, this is only one of the highlights.
As far as Forsaken is concerned, I kind of understand the hate - it’s very radio oriented and it’s vampire influenced… but then again, so what? If all radio songs sounded this way, I’d be a happy man. This might actually be my favourite “poppy” song by them, from the intro piano to the soaring chorus. So Petrucci was watching/expecting True Blood. It’s funny, you know? That “lips” a cappella part, that whisper “forsaken”… yes, it’s cheesy, but blessed are the cheesemakers, aren’t they?
Constant Motion gets a lot of flak for being a Metallica rip-off, but I for once don’t hear it. Or at least not as much as with As I Am, for example. The riff is much more complicated than anything ever thought up by Hetfield and the structure doesn’t fit as well. The call/answer structure is very well used and the chorus is really hard to get out of your head. I could play this song again and again. And how about the instrumental part? That “quirky” section from around the 4th minute, then the soaring Trucci solo, then the chaos and then some furious finger-combusting by Jordan (sometimes bordering on dissonant, but we Zappa lovers won’t be afraid of that, right?) “Insane random thoughts of neat disorder”, indeed.
The Dark Eternal Night, however, might be the single most underrated track in the history of the band. Just one thing, when the main riff repeats and Portnoy follows it with the bass drum… you don’t like that? Like, really? His drum work is great, the riffing is great, the lyrics are funny (long live Lovecraft). That “call and response” instrumental part is really something, even the “honky tonk part” (and even the “masturbating monkey from around 4:50 onwards) - I never understood why so many people hate it. That main riff… oh, wow. That verse and the riff is definitely something to bro-walk to :-D Also that crazyass Petrucci solo is hard not to like. This song used to be in my Top 5 - it ain’t anymore, but I’m still sad to see how many people hate it.
Repentance is the only calm part of the Twelve Step suite… and probably one of the most unique moments not only on this album, but also in the band’s discography as a whole. The first part (Regret) extends and even quotes TDS for a moment, before becoming this dark, gloomy, haunting and mysterious tune, even Opethian at moments, with beautiful lyrics and even beauty-fuller complicated riff that’s repeated after the each even line. Then the majestic and tear inducing solo. Oh fuck.
The second part, Restitution, is actually full of spoken word, apologies and making amends. The tone shifts to a more “regular” prog sound, I guess. In case you wanted to know who says what, here’s a summary:
Corey Taylor - "Until that moment, I'd never felt like I'd failed at anything...And I felt like I failed her...And I failed myself, and I failed my children...It's still really hard to deal with."
Steve Vai - "I want to thank you for helping me to see my own selfishness and to tell you how regretful I am it has hurt you."
Chris Jericho - "I'm sorry I didn't visit you in the hospital, Grandpa when you were on your deathbed. I'm sorry I didn't come to your funeral...I don't know if I was selfish or just too scared to face it. It's one of the biggest regrets of my life."
David Ellefson - "I'm here to confess with you that what I did, was wrong... And I'm asking for your forgiveness"
Steve Hogarth - "The only unforgivable thing hauls itself out of bed, looks over my shoulder at the bloody English weather..."
Joe Satriani - "I really regret not being able to see my friend Andy..."
Mikael Åkerfeldt - "One of my best friends who's the godfather of my daughter, he asked me to sing or play something at his wedding, and I turned it down because I was busy and too much of a chickenshit to do it...And I feel sorry for that, because it was a very very close friend of mine"
Steven Wilson - "So, I wanted to apologize to anyone that I've upset or offended.. they're just words, it's just an opinion, but unfortunately, I tend to express it as a fact, and that's kind of arrogant."
Jon Anderson - "I think it's the betrayal...it still haunts me."
Neal Morse - "I'm sorry for what I did back then... I was a different person. I really was and I'm so sorry. I wish it wouldn't have happened, but it did, and I'm sorry. Forgive me. I'm sorry..."
Daniel Gildenlöw - "I guess I'm simply sorry for being me just so awful to the people..."
In the end:
Dave Ellefson - "Your only as sick as your secrets. But, the truth will set you free."
Corey Taylor - ''The truth is the truth, so all you can do is live with it.''
The rest is Portnoy.
Some of these are very specific, some of these are rather vague, however I believe all of the above are indeed heartfelt and I also find it to be a very cool idea. Portnoy said something along the lines he did not want it to be only about him, so he asked all those people to participate (incl. some others who declined), and I think that was a good idea. I understand it’s still spoken word in music and that it can thus irritate some listeners, but I never had any problems with that (my biggest complaint is probably the funny ultra-deep voice Portnoy uses here) and I also always enjoyed those aaahs near the end - very Pink Floydish touch, IMHO.
I get how some people might find it rather overlong, but if only for the obvious desire to be completely different for once I believe it deserves your respect. It’s also kind of a breather on this album.
Prophets is another forgotten/unjustly hated song. I get many people don’t like Muse, but hey - I don’t too! Yet this song is really good. You can’t deny the catchiness, you can’t deny it’s one of the shortest songs here and most of all you cannot deny the riff in the chorus! You just can’t! If Muse sounded like this, I would be a fan. Maybe I will be one day, who knows. With me loving Prophets, Panic Attack and even Never Enough…
But Ministry… Oh, Ministry. It’s Sacrificed Sons made even better. I mean, the main balladic section is just so beautiful and heart-wrenching, from the majestic intro to the unusually strong chorus. But as I’ve said before at Endless Sacrifice - take away the “wankery, non fitting part” and you have just a great ballad. With the opportunity to travel somewhere else, to have some “chug” and watch the band stray away, jam, experiment etc. and then return back, the final repeats of the chorus become all the more epic and amazing. Especially with that solo. I even called my Spotify profile theministeroflostsouls or something along that lines, so you get how beautiful this song is to me. And then the wind (Pink Floyd’s WYWH again) and we’re back at ITPOE, which I’ve written about above.
Also, all things said, I can’t help but to feel this really is a Petrucci album through and through. The guy really shines here, whether in riffing or in solos and usually even the detractors admit his stuff here’s really cool. And in the words of a forgotten, yet beautiful Beatles track, “yes, it is”. Each time I put this album on, I see the glimmering skyscrapers. I see the twilight/sunset. I feel this indescribable atmosphere of heavy metal, complexity, chaos, decay … but one that is excruciatingly human and catchy in the end. And I feel I might cry. Because the album is so beautiful and so few people think so. Oh, well.
In the previous round I voted against none of the 8 tracks, however with Systematic joining the game, I would have voted against These Walls, if they were not already eliminated beforehand. Thus I vote against the following: Home, Finally Free, Honor (how did this one come this far?
)
EDIT: In the end I decided to shorten it a bit - to make it still readable for at least some of the members