I got groped in public transport. I find it difficult to also admit that I did nothing and just kinda sat there pretending it wasn't happening and wishing it would end. Maybe it was dumb to expect someone else to see it and tell the guy off, but I was scared to do it myself because I thought he'd yell that I was lying or something. And for the most part I'm the kinda person to think about saying something but then not say it because I might regret it and this was one of those times. This happened some days ago already, but that day I was wearing a very particular outfit that was one of my favorite ones and I basically feel it's tainted now. It's a kind of vintage/retro-looking one, so it caught some attention anyway, and now that it's washed and dry I feel like wearing it again because it's so beautiful but I get that if you stand out you're more likely to have things happen to you or whatever. And also I feel guilty about my lack of reaction since the guy probably now feels he can keep on doing it and will do it again because he got away with it last time. So in conclusion AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Why is it so accelerated this year? Cold, cold, cold, too hot.
I hope there won't be a next time but I'll keep it in mind