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That rendition of Call Of Ktulu is amazing!

And I'm sorry to hear about the shit you've been through RTC. And yes, we will be here for you the best we can. Don't ever give up and stay strong. Things will get better again.
 
RTC said:
You know what I'm sick and fucking tired of?

I'm sick and tired of people constantly breaking their promises to me, and constantly leaving me out to dry. After all the commitment I've shown, all the dedication and the encouragement I've been given, I suddenly get stabbed in the fucking back without being told anything. I've done everything to try to improve myself, such as my self-esteem and alleviating my depression. And what does it count for? Jackshit. It's just back the way it was, but with an added bonus of failure thrown in for good measure, after all the effort I put in.

I used to live my life by having zero aims. That way, I couldn't be disappointed, and it's a depressing lifestyle. What is more depressing is the lifestyle where your aims can't come to fruition, which results in more depression and more anger.

Why even fucking try?
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Really sorry to hear this, RTC. I hope sharing it here helps, even if only because it's better than keeping it all in. I can vouch for depression being an utter bastard, especially when it hits an even deeper low. It sounds like you're fighting it hard, which is really admirable. Anger is a totally natural reaction to being let down so badly.
 
Sorry about snapping out last night. I was upset about a few things that I hold close to me, but I'm glad that I still have people like you, my family, my friends and my partner to support me through this.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again: This is probably the friendliest forum I have ever been on. There's a real sense of comradery here, and I'm glad it's a place where we share a mutual interest in a fantastic band.
 
I'm cutting my hair in the next couple of days, for the first time since 2012. It's too long and unruly and takes up so much time in order to make it look good. Only really waiting few more days so that I can go out and take lots of pictures of it because I'll probably never have a chance to grow it again. Unless ZA or some other apocalypse happens and all hairdressers are closed :D
 
I agree, I didn't say I'd let them get close enough. I'm more of a "stock up, lay low and fortify" than "run and take your chances" type of a ZA survivor :P
 
Night Prowler said:
I agree, I didn't say I'd let them get close enough. I'm more of a "stock up, lay low and fortify" than "run and take your chances" type of a ZA survivor :p
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If you're assuming your fortifications means you'll never have to run, I hope you enjoy being zombie food.
 
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