On "Awake" there is "A Mind Beside Itself" which is the three songs "Erotomania", "Voices" and "The Silent Man". "Erotomania" is the instrumental, starting like an alarm clock, then tunneling through through leading into some beautiful keyboard work and some nice soloing. Then towards the end the climax comes closer and suddenly, the light piano melody and LaBrie singing "Love just don't stare", bringing us into the next track. “Voices” is narrative in nature, telling the story of a boy repressed and frightened by the images and words used by his grandmother in discussing God and Church. It is the inner struggle of a child feeling as though he is being constantly watched and pored over and judged by God and by others. "Voices discussing me, feeling threatened, we reflect your hopes and fears" It’s a constant back-and-forth between what he’s taught and what he feels. The song later relates religious devotion to the ideological fascination fans of a band can have. (Let's face it, some Maiden fanboys go too far) This song is a pleasantly understandable stream of consciousness dedicated to spirituality, inner turmoil, growing up, and dealing with being lonely while not being alone. It tackles the topic of sex before marriage "sex is death, death is sex, says right here on my crucifix" and of fanatical listeners who view musicians as their own personal Messiah (even me, with my Bill Steer worship [!--emo&
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“Voices” then shifts eloquently and purposefully into the simplified acoustics of “The Silent Man.” “The Silent Man” provides the closure to “Voices,” adding a surreal sense of calm (amplified through the use of background vocals) and sincere discovery of that inner spiritual peace we all so often seek. Using only acoustic guitars, the music itself provides a denouement to the emotional train wreck that occurs in “Voices.” The lyrics of the song represent the hindsight of someone who has discovered that God is in everything, even with us. “When there is reason / tonight I’m Awake / when there’s no answer / arrive the Silent Man.” These lyrics represent the Awakening to the presence of the spirit and the recognition that when you need an answer, the Silent Man, or God, is there.
So that's JP's little trilogy of spiritual discovery for you. Maybe this topic spiralled out a bit (and it's not linked to the whole Scenes From A Memory thing but they are linked right?), but hey what can you do? [!--emo&
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