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What's gone wrong?

Well, it started off with not catching the bus to go to school, resulting in another being late, which is annoying because every other morning the bus leaves right before my eyes, but that's kind of my own fault for not going outside on time.

Secondly, the weather has been unbelievably crappy all day.

Thirdly, the lunch at school was fish so I didn't get to eat anything for a long time, which
makes me tired, grumpy and makes me feel bad (I normally eat fish, but the one at our school wouldn't be tolerated by anyone. I try to be respectful towards food, but the fish really is horrible).

Then, in the lesson before the last one, I just fell into an endless thought-realm, not being able to do any assignments that we were given, hating every aspect of that boring, un-understandable yellow facility.

Oh, in the third lesson, which was music, I played some guitar, but it was fucking crowded, I couldn't get the guitar sound to be normal and I was nervous so I couldn't play shit, and that made me feel worse because music and playing the guitar are one of the few things that I enjoy.

Then, upon going to the dentist, I experienced a peculiar instance, it sank me even deeper into thoughts. It would be kind of awkward to explain the case more detailed, so I'll skip that.

And then there's every-day things like wishing to know someone better but not having the guts nor personality to do anything about it, and dreaming about meeting dear friends and stuff.

Last but not least, everyone seems to have plans of their one so there's no going outside either, just being ennuied at home.

Sorry, there's one more thing that makes my life horrible (read: destroys any kind of privacy and comfortable mood) and it occurs about once a month and lasts for a week, but it's one of the things in my life that's too fucked up to tell to anyone. Ever.
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Rant over, it feels great to get these things off of my chest, it helps to whine from time to time.
 
Well, it started off with not catching the bus to go to school, resulting in another being late, which is annoying because every other morning the bus leaves right before my eyes, but that's kind of my own fault for not going outside on time.

Secondly, the weather has been unbelievably crappy all day.

Thirdly, the lunch at school was fish so I didn't get to eat anything for a long time, which
makes me tired, grumpy and makes me feel bad (I normally eat fish, but the one at our school wouldn't be tolerated by anyone. I try to be respectful towards food, but the fish really is horrible).

Then, in the lesson before the last one, I just fell into an endless thought-realm, not being able to do any assignments that we were given, hating every aspect of that boring, un-understandable yellow facility.

Oh, in the third lesson, which was music, I played some guitar, but it was fucking crowded, I couldn't get the guitar sound to be normal and I was nervous so I couldn't play shit, and that made me feel worse because music and playing the guitar are one of the few things that I enjoy.

Then, upon going to the dentist, I experienced a peculiar instance, it sank me even deeper into thoughts. It would be kind of awkward to explain the case more detailed, so I'll skip that.

And then there's every-day things like wishing to know someone better but not having the guts nor personality to do anything about it, and dreaming about meeting dear friends and stuff.

Last but not least, everyone seems to have plans of their one so there's no going outside either, just being ennuied at home.

Sorry, there's one more thing that makes my life horrible (read: destroys any kind of privacy and comfortable mood) and it occurs about once a month and lasts for a week, but it's one of the things in my life that's too fucked up to tell to anyone. Ever.
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Rant over, it feels great to get these things off of my chest, it helps to whine from time to time.
Well, I wish I could tell you how to fix it. Also, I don't mind that the fish sucks. The fish always sucked here, and I live in Nova Scotia, a place famous for its fish. So that should tell you what I imagine the fish is like there.

As for the classes...I don't know where you are or what you take, but classes often tend to reflect what you put into them. Grade 10 English, for example, I spent most of it watching Nicole Stewart's neck, which was right in front of me. I actually can still recall every aspect about it, including the cute mole on the lower left side. I pretty much only paid attention because she would ask me for information on almost everything, and that was the best part of the lesson.

I think we've detailed this is a safe place for most things - but nobody will push you for any information you don't want to reveal. My advice? Go to the chat and talk with people there, where it's more private!
 
Hehe, no indeed. Well, I have the kit since 1993. It was already second/third/who knows how many hands already. It's an old but fine kit, never had a problem with it before. I used some tape but I guess I need to buy a new skin, just in case.
 
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