I wasn't planning to post here tonight. I was planning to submerge myself in a paper I still have to write, to finally get it done. I do this sort of thing in the evening and night on purpose, because that is the time period of least distraction. And there, right in the middle of deep concentration, the bloody phone rings. And it wasn't even an important call, just a completely superfluous question. And now, all is gone. I'm not made for this world.