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I'm far from playing games in my relationships, in fact, I'm known as too sincere at times. I think I'm putting myself in tough situations by posting these stuff on this forum because apparently I'm giving you guys wrong impressions about myself.

The test wasn't a game. It was a test. I've never played games. I've opened up my heart with no hesitation. I didn't act cool. Because it wasn't a position for me to act cool.

And the girl knows every single fucking thing I'm thinking about her, feeling about her. She knows about the test, too. She knows everything. I tell her everything because I believe in her and myself. I trust her. I know she's understanding me. Anyways. I'm getting mad. :p
 
Notifications to this thread come in a weird manner, so I missed some posts.

LC, Perun: Be strong, I am sorry to hear about the troubles.
 
Perun: Sorry that whatever was supposed to happen went South on you. I'm sure, though, that you'll have a number of other shots at glory.
 
The Flash said:
The test wasn't a game. It was a test. I've never played games. I've opened up my heart with no hesitation. I didn't act cool. Because it wasn't a position for me to act cool.
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I hear what you are saying. I dig that you are getting mad and maybe not expressing yourself as you see yourself acting. I also understand the sincerity.

However, in this case test=game. I'm sorry, been there, done that. Can't bullshit a bullshitter. however you want to say it, a week of 'testing' someone is a game. I don't care if you decide to call it 'happy fun time'.

Alas, just as in politics and favorite movies, people don't see eye to eye. Dr. Wasted says your hour is up. :)

Now, on to home-- tonight I have the girls and it's chicken and rice with a french loaf, nice and garlic buttery! And, likely, an evening of movies.
 
Cool to see you back LC, I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Hope you're doing OK.
 
While I'm inclined to agree with Wasted on the part that relationships are basically the same at any age, I don't think that when two people are into each other, things just work out. If we all thought like that, we'd be out of a relationship at the first sign of trouble. People have to work for their relationships to go smoothly and saying "That's bullshit! I'm not doing it for her/him, is she/he doesn't like it, I'm out of here!" is escapism. I believe that in a relationship things adjust, rearrange, roles change and this is just the dynamics of it.
 
LC and Per, my thoughts are with you.

LC I am sorry to hear of your friend's death. May (s)he rest in peace. I hope you'll climb up with the support around you and the good words people write overhere.

Per: I am not sure what happened, but I also wish you the best. I am confident that you'll find what you want.

Things are not that great on my side of the keyboard either. I had two funerals after Emma's. Well, at least these guys were old. But it doesn't mean I don't miss them. The first was a good old friend of my parents who was like an uncle to me and my brothers (he died at the age of 94 and this guy went very often with us on biking holidays in France until his 75th). The other, my wife's grandfather (88 years). The funeral was yesterday, I am now in Poland.

It's all very double. On one hand these funerals are difficult in a time when I've lost my own daughter, but on the other I meet more people who think of us and share their words.
 
I feel out of place since I don't know you guys too well yet but I just wanted to say I'm sorry to hear that you guys are going through some tough times right now. All I can say is hang in there and do your best to get through.
 
I think it's time to turn maidenfans around! We need some good good good vibrations!

I was teaching my daughter to drive a stick. It was awesome, because I have a second car that is a stick as well (a saturn with 180k miles on it, great kid car) and she said "I want to learn to drive the stick so I can drive that car and come see you more often"... she is awesome. :)

And, I'm eating chocolate donuts for breakfast.
 
Here is something that I want you to all think about. I was always told that it takes a big dog to weigh a ton. But, upon further thought, it doesn't take a big dog to weigh a ton. I takes a massive one.

Wasted out.
 
Wästed The Great said:
I think it's time to turn maidenfans around! We need some good good good vibrations!

I was teaching my daughter to drive a stick. It was awesome, because I have a second car that is a stick as well (a saturn with 180k miles on it, great kid car) and she said "I want to learn to drive the stick so I can drive that car and come see you more often"... she is awesome. :)
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I actually just learned how to drive stick myself. I had always drove automatic because that's what my parents drove so I never learned stick. So, back in July, my husband got a new car and wanted to give me his old car which is stick so he took the time to teach me. I've been driving the car for about 2 months now. I must say, I really do like driving stick alot better. It helps you pay attention to your surroundings better and it makes driving less boring. :D
 
My daughter has her learners and wants to learn to drive stick, but she is only insured to drive our automatic.
Think I'm going to take her out anyway. Necessary skill IMO.
 
Wästed The Great said:
I hear what you are saying. I dig that you are getting mad and maybe not expressing yourself as you see yourself acting. I also understand the sincerity.

However, in this case test=game. I'm sorry, been there, done that. Can't bullshit a bullshitter. however you want to say it, a week of 'testing' someone is a game. I don't care if you decide to call it 'happy fun time'.
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Test was to see where she was in this situation. And it worked perfectly after I've done the talking with her yesterday. I was confused, I wasn't sure about anything in our friendship. Not anymore and that's all because the test, then the ending of friendship afterwards and then the talk yesterday.

You guys slam me for my moves every time, fine, but everything I've done has worked out perfectly. I know the girl better than I know you guys and you guys know me. And a funny thing, I'm yet to fail about anything I've thought about her. I see her inside just by her voice and the looks in her eyes.

I've given up trying, but I'm %100 sure she knows how much of a good and precious friend I am (I'm not the "do stupid things and have fun" friend, I'm a friend that helps solve problems, make someone feel more comfortable and stuff. I'm always there for my loved ones when noone is there for them.) and I've passed the ball to her. It's all up to her right now. And I've actually made not only myself but her more comfortable with the way I handle this all.

Last but hell not the least, I'm again happy.

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I have no idea why I'm continuing this discussion by the way, it's either you guys don't understand the situation or I can't express is good enough. The latter one is more realistic, I think. :D
 
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