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Free Man
I once had a nearly metaphysical experience with a tremendous kidney ache. Story not quite similar with yours @Night Prowler but it immediately came to my mind:
Deep night something like 3 A.M., I could hardly breath or move. Such was the pain. What’s more I was in a remote Chinese village I couldn’t even call for help. No hospital, no friends, not that I could speak a word of Chinese even if there were. No medicine. Not if there were I could recognize the letters and what is for what. The definition of helpless.
I crawled myself 5 meters and managed to get some hot water, there was a machine in the living room, took it as if it were medicine and crawled back to bed.
The pain was endless. At some point I “decided” I should heal myself and some time later (was it minutes? An hour?) I had the sweetest sleep of my life. I still remember the moment I was falling asleep, it was pretty similar to the pleasant feeling I had the one time I passed out, years ago. Yeap. If passing out can tell anything about death, then the moment one dies is pleasant. More than pleasant it’s s like a deep and relaxing happiness.
Anyway next morning when I woke up I was healed. It’s quite personal so I put spoilers.
I crawled myself 5 meters and managed to get some hot water, there was a machine in the living room, took it as if it were medicine and crawled back to bed.
The pain was endless. At some point I “decided” I should heal myself and some time later (was it minutes? An hour?) I had the sweetest sleep of my life. I still remember the moment I was falling asleep, it was pretty similar to the pleasant feeling I had the one time I passed out, years ago. Yeap. If passing out can tell anything about death, then the moment one dies is pleasant. More than pleasant it’s s like a deep and relaxing happiness.
Anyway next morning when I woke up I was healed. It’s quite personal so I put spoilers.